Depressed Not Dead (jamoalki) -Battling depression and suicide
By jamoalki
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Peter
Jul 25, 2023
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Join me as I attempt to rise above my depression and suicidal ideations.
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#259 Driving From an Eclipse
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Oct 16, 2023 |
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#258 Chit Chat on the Porch
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Sep 21, 2023 |
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#257 Suicide Noted
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Sep 14, 2023 |
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#256 Anxiety?
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Sep 12, 2023 |
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#255 Wedding Eve Jitters
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Sep 03, 2023 |
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#254 Guess Who's Back
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Aug 30, 2023 |
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#253 Ernie From Boston
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Apr 23, 2023 |
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#252 Storytime With Dave pt2
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Apr 17, 2023 |
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#251 Storytime With Dave pt1
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Apr 15, 2023 |
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#250 Med Talking to Death
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Apr 02, 2023 |
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#249 Poor Time Management
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Mar 26, 2023 |
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#248 Pre and Post Half
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Mar 19, 2023 |
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#247 Sweet Dreams
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Mar 11, 2023 |
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#246 Salesmanship
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Mar 04, 2023 |
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#245 New McDonald's, Same Old Me
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Feb 26, 2023 |
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#244 Thoughts on MSU
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Feb 19, 2023 |
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#243 McDonalds Chitchat
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Feb 11, 2023 |
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#242 Cold Runnings
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Feb 04, 2023 |
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#241 Party Time
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Jan 29, 2023 |
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#240 57. Catch-up with Claire (Exercising Depression Podcast)
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Jan 22, 2023 |
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#239 Rough Week
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Jan 21, 2023 |
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#238 First Ramble of the New Year
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Jan 13, 2023 |
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#237 Deliberate
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Jan 07, 2023 |
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#236 The End and the Beginning
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Dec 29, 2022 |
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#235 Bye Bye Wellbutrin
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Sep 17, 2022 |
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#234 RDU Chat
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Aug 22, 2022 |
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#233 It's a Bird, It's a Plane
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Jul 29, 2022 |
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#232 Babbling Nonsense
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May 11, 2022 |
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#231 Pangs of Worry?
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Apr 30, 2022 |
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#230 Rationalizing Motivation
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Mar 14, 2022 |
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#229 Introducing Mark
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Mar 13, 2022 |
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#228 Trying To Be A Better Jp
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Mar 04, 2022 |
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#227 Still Trying To Be Regular
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Feb 13, 2022 |
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#226 Hey, It's 2022
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Jan 23, 2022 |
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#225 Black Friday Special
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Nov 27, 2021 |
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#224 Oh, Hello There
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Nov 18, 2021 |
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" "
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Jul 31, 2021 |
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#222 A New Paradigm?
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Jul 18, 2021 |
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#221 Driving and Crying?
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Jul 13, 2021 |
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#220 Working With Friends
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Jul 03, 2021 |
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#219 Revisiting
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Jun 27, 2021 |
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#218 MRI and BMI
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Jun 22, 2021 |
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#217 Back Porch Ramblings
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Jun 13, 2021 |
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#216 Good or Bad
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Jun 09, 2021 |
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#215 New Friend Blabber
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May 23, 2021 |
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#214 It's Been 2 Weeks
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May 08, 2021 |
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#213 Post Run Chat
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Apr 24, 2021 |
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#211 Just The Way Life Is
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Apr 07, 2021 |
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#212 Live From RDU
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Apr 07, 2021 |
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#210 More Drive Time
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Mar 29, 2021 |
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#209 Did I Say It's Early?
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Mar 18, 2021 |
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#208 How Do I Miss You
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Mar 09, 2021 |
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#207 Meet Jill
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Feb 27, 2021 |
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#206 Driver's License
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Feb 13, 2021 |
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#205 The Week In Review
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Feb 08, 2021 |
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#204 On The Run Again
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Jan 29, 2021 |
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#203 Therapy For All
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Jan 22, 2021 |
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#202 More To Walk About
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Jan 16, 2021 |
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#201 All The News That's New
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Jan 09, 2021 |
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#200 200 2020
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Dec 31, 2020 |
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#199 Christmas Tidings
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Dec 25, 2020 |
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#198 Cold Morning Runs
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Dec 19, 2020 |
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#197 Getting Older
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Dec 12, 2020 |
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#196 Deservedness
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Dec 05, 2020 |
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#195 When I'm Gone
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Nov 27, 2020 |
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#194 My Mind is Full of Garage Crap
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Nov 21, 2020 |
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#193 Achilles Update
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Nov 15, 2020 |
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#192 Election Update
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Nov 08, 2020 |
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#191 30 Q's About Me
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Oct 07, 2020 |
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#190 Almost a Year
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Sep 05, 2020 |
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#189 New Stuff Is Happening
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Aug 23, 2020 |
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#188j Return To The Darkness
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Jul 16, 2020 |
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no title
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Jun 08, 2020 |
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SAH #71 Baby Face
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Jun 05, 2020 |
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SAH #70
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Jun 04, 2020 |
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SAH #69 See A Penny Pick It Up...
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Jun 03, 2020 |
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SAH #68 Race And Me
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Jun 02, 2020 |
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SAH #67 Bad Feelings
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Jun 01, 2020 |
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SAH #66 How Old Are You
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May 31, 2020 |
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SAH #65 Needing Something Fresher
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May 30, 2020 |
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SAH #64 In The End
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May 29, 2020 |
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#188i Running Is So Hard
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May 28, 2020 |
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SAH #63 TBT Episode 2
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May 28, 2020 |
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SAH #62 Run For Food
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May 27, 2020 |
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SAH #61 Episode One Throwback
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May 26, 2020 |
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SAH #60 Running Into A Short Show
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May 25, 2020 |
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SAH #59b Day 59 Redux
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May 24, 2020 |
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SAH #59 Special Host Shaun
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May 23, 2020 |
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SAH #58 Simpsonify Me
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May 23, 2020 |
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SAH #57 Study Me
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May 22, 2020 |
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#188h Still No Feels
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May 21, 2020 |
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SAH #56 8 Weeks In
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May 21, 2020 |
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SAH #55 Driving And Chatting
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May 20, 2020 |
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SAH #54 Get Up And Face The Rain
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May 19, 2020 |
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SAH #53 I Burned The Pizza
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May 18, 2020 |
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SAH #52 A Nice Story About Nice Jp
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May 17, 2020 |
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SAH #51 Another Good Day
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May 16, 2020 |
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SAH #50 I'm Crabby, So Crabby
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May 15, 2020 |
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#188g Pandemic Eating
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May 14, 2020 |
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SAH #49 Put Away Your Sno-Cones
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May 14, 2020 |
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SAH #48 Running Faster And Working Longer
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May 13, 2020 |
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SAH #47 Send Your Warm Thoughts
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May 12, 2020 |
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SAH #46 Happy Belated Mother's Day
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May 11, 2020 |
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SAH #45 To Makeup Or Not To Makeup
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May 10, 2020 |
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SAH #44 Put Your Car In Park
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May 09, 2020 |
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SAH #43 Don't Be Late
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May 08, 2020 |
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#188f Driving And 'Casting
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May 07, 2020 |
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SAH #42 Can I Have A Guest Host?
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May 07, 2020 |
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SAH #41 Fat Is The New Thin?
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May 06, 2020 |
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SAH #40 Top Ten Tuesday: TV Shows
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May 05, 2020 |
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SAH #39 Boring Days
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May 04, 2020 |
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SAH #38 Crabby With A Side Of Plasma
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May 03, 2020 |
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SAH #37 Manah Manah
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May 02, 2020 |
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SAH #36 Dark Night Of The Scarecrow
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May 01, 2020 |
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#188e Lifetime Of Remorse?
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Apr 30, 2020 |
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SAH #35 So Much Rain
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Apr 30, 2020 |
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SAH #34 TEN Pounds!!
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Apr 29, 2020 |
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SAH #33 Crappy Business Learning
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Apr 28, 2020 |
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SAH #32 Seven Miles Is So Far
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Apr 27, 2020 |
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SAH #31 What's The Future Gonna Look Like
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Apr 26, 2020 |
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SAH #30 Looking To Pay It Forward
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Apr 25, 2020 |
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SAH #29 And The Winner Is...
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Apr 24, 2020 |
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#188d Pandemic State Of Mind
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Apr 23, 2020 |
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SAH #28 Jumping The Shark
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Apr 23, 2020 |
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SAH #27 Thermostats
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Apr 22, 2020 |
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SAH #26 BabyMetal! Gimme Chocolate
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Apr 21, 2020 |
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SAH #25 Monday Blues
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Apr 20, 2020 |
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SAH #24
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Apr 19, 2020 |
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SAH #23 Try-Athalon?
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Apr 18, 2020 |
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SAH #22 It's Been A Good Week
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Apr 17, 2020 |
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#188c Am I Doing The Right Thing?
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Apr 16, 2020 |
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SAH #21 Brr, It's Cold
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Apr 16, 2020 |
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SAH #20 Hi Ho Hi Ho
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Apr 15, 2020 |
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SAH #19 Idle Tuesday Chatter
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Apr 14, 2020 |
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SAH #18 Parachute On My Car
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Apr 13, 2020 |
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SAH #17 Good News For Easter
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Apr 12, 2020 |
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SAH #16 Naps Are Good
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Apr 11, 2020 |
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SAH #15 TGIF
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Apr 10, 2020 |
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#188b Stay At Home Blues
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Apr 09, 2020 |
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SAH #14 Rain Rain Go Away
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Apr 09, 2020 |
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SAH #13 Six Pounds
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Apr 08, 2020 |
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SAH #12 Fired Up Feeling Bummy
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Apr 07, 2020 |
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SAH #11 The World Still Isn't Burning
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Apr 06, 2020 |
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SAH #10 Birthdays All Around
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Apr 05, 2020 |
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SAH #9
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Apr 04, 2020 |
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SAH #8 Basketball4Lyfe
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Apr 03, 2020 |
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#188a School Over Fun
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Apr 02, 2020 |
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SAH #7 Music I Like
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Apr 02, 2020 |
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Bonus #1 My Chat With Claire
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Apr 01, 2020 |
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SAH #6 Contest You Say?
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Apr 01, 2020 |
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SAH #5 The Great Filter
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Mar 31, 2020 |
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SAH #4 I Had A Dream
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Mar 30, 2020 |
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SAH #3 I'm Part Of The Problem
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Mar 29, 2020 |
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SAH #2 Careful What You Read
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Mar 28, 2020 |
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SAH #1 Introduction
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Mar 27, 2020 |
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#188 Weird Times
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Mar 26, 2020 |
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#187 Base Function
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Mar 19, 2020 |
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#186 Isolating
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Mar 14, 2020 |
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#185 News That Affects You
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Mar 07, 2020 |
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#184 Send Me Your Feedback
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Feb 28, 2020 |
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#183 Lonely and Unmotivated
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Feb 20, 2020 |
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#182 Mindfulness With Shaun
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Feb 13, 2020 |
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#181 Tattoo Talk
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Feb 06, 2020 |
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#180 Chatting With Cam
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Feb 01, 2020 |
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#179 Am I a Bad Person?
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Jan 28, 2020 |
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#178 Quin from Mania
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Jan 23, 2020 |
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#177 New Job for 2020
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Jan 17, 2020 |
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#176 New Year, Same Nora
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Jan 08, 2020 |
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#175 Giving Voice to Depression
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Jan 04, 2020 |
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#174 2019 Chatter
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Dec 28, 2019 |
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#173 Rejection
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Dec 20, 2019 |
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#172 Meet Brandon
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Dec 13, 2019 |
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#171 Sudoku and Shame
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Dec 05, 2019 |
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#170 Meet Mackenzie!
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Dec 01, 2019 |
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#169 Half Marathon #2
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Nov 23, 2019 |
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#168 Clammy Hands
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Nov 18, 2019 |
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#167 Claire and Me at Bruegger's Bagels
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Nov 14, 2019 |
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#166 Sitting in the Rain
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Nov 12, 2019 |
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#165 Meet Kate
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Nov 01, 2019 |
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#164 10 Mile Run Day
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Oct 27, 2019 |
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#163 Naming A to Z
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Oct 17, 2019 |
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#162 Breakfast at Panera
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Oct 12, 2019 |
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#161 Knee to the Hurts
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Oct 04, 2019 |
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#160 Struggling on the Back Porch
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Sep 22, 2019 |
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#159 Death In The Family
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Sep 13, 2019 |
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#158 No Name Given
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Sep 06, 2019 |
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#157 Giving Voice To Running
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Aug 29, 2019 |
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#156 Running To Hospice
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Aug 22, 2019 |
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#155 Car Talk Once Again
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Aug 16, 2019 |
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#154 Potpourri With Claire
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Aug 11, 2019 |
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#153 Ramble City
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Aug 07, 2019 |
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#152 YouTube?
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Aug 01, 2019 |
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#151 Being Good With Nora
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Jul 28, 2019 |
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#150 I'm a Good Dad
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Jul 24, 2019 |
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#149 Vacation Time
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Jul 10, 2019 |
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#148 New House, Still No Emotion
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Jul 05, 2019 |
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#147 MentalHealthRawAndOpen
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Jun 26, 2019 |
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#146 Moving and Feeling
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Jun 26, 2019 |
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#145 Podcast Nostalgia
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Jun 20, 2019 |
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#144 No Feelings
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Jun 10, 2019 |
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#143 Idle Introspection
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Jun 05, 2019 |
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#142 Introducing Exercising Depression by Claire!
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Jun 04, 2019 |
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#141 Nora's Back For Mora
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May 27, 2019 |
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#140 More Less Than
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May 23, 2019 |
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#139 How I Know I'm Getting Old
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May 16, 2019 |
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#138 Days of Medicine
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May 09, 2019 |
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#137 Claire 3.0
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May 03, 2019 |
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#136 Meet Gennifer
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Apr 27, 2019 |
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#135 Bringing Up the Past
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Apr 23, 2019 |
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#134 What's New?
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Apr 19, 2019 |
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#133 10 Things I Like About Me
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Apr 07, 2019 |
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#132 Waiting For February
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Apr 03, 2019 |
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#131 Feeling Better
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Mar 21, 2019 |
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#130 Catchup Show
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Mar 15, 2019 |
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#129 Rexulti
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Mar 05, 2019 |
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#128 Feeling Like Crap
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Feb 22, 2019 |
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#127 Hello Kaye
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Feb 09, 2019 |
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#126 Me Time
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Jan 27, 2019 |
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#125 Nora's Back Again Again
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Jan 21, 2019 |
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#124 More Car Talk
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Jan 20, 2019 |
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#123 Meet Jody
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Jan 16, 2019 |
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#122 Knees and Poles
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Jan 11, 2019 |
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#121 Happy New Year 2019
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Jan 02, 2019 |
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#120 Christmas 2018
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Dec 26, 2018 |
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#119 More Memories
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Dec 22, 2018 |
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#118 Bald Head, No Edit
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Dec 12, 2018 |
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#117 Interview With Tyler
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Dec 04, 2018 |
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#116 Holiday Bustle
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Nov 29, 2018 |
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#115 Meet Andrew
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Nov 23, 2018 |
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#114 No News News
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Nov 19, 2018 |
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#113 Claire Talks About Self Harm
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Nov 15, 2018 |
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#112 Empathy Revisited
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Nov 11, 2018 |
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#111 Meet Niles
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Nov 06, 2018 |
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#110 Lack of Creativity
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Nov 02, 2018 |
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#109 Thoughts On Suicide
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Oct 25, 2018 |
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#108 Self Esteemotions
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Oct 18, 2018 |
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#107 Catching up on Correspondence
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Oct 11, 2018 |
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#106 New Month
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Oct 01, 2018 |
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#105 Frasier and Friends
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Sep 20, 2018 |
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#104 It's the "100th" Episode
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Sep 15, 2018 |
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#103 Catching Up
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Sep 08, 2018 |
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#102 I Want 2014 Back
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Sep 01, 2018 |
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#101 Home From Vacation
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Aug 26, 2018 |
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#100 Good THings
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Aug 17, 2018 |
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#099 Nora, Me, and a Glass of Wine
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Aug 11, 2018 |
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#098 More Rambling
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Aug 06, 2018 |
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#097 Welcome Claire
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Jul 30, 2018 |
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#096 Feeling Bad About Feeling Better
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Jul 26, 2018 |
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#095 A Quick Few Minutes
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Jul 21, 2018 |
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#094 New Meds
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Jul 13, 2018 |
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#093 More Random Thoughts
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Jul 08, 2018 |
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#092 Accomplishment Or Not
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Jul 01, 2018 |
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#091 Catching Up In Apex
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Jun 20, 2018 |
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#090 Halfway There
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Jun 15, 2018 |
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#89 Moving Weekend Is Here
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Jun 09, 2018 |
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#88 See You In NC
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Jun 03, 2018 |
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#87 Feeling Blah
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May 23, 2018 |
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#86 It's The Little Things
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May 17, 2018 |
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#85 Am I Strong Enough?
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May 09, 2018 |
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#84 Moving Plans
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May 03, 2018 |
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#83 Depression Inventory
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Apr 28, 2018 |
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#82 Stress and Anxiety
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Apr 20, 2018 |
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#81 Nora Brings The Happiness
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Apr 13, 2018 |
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#80 Is Better Good?
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Apr 08, 2018 |
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#79 Ramblings
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Mar 28, 2018 |
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#78 Weekend Wanderings
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Mar 23, 2018 |
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#77 Depersonalization
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Mar 15, 2018 |
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#76 Avoidant Personality Disorder
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Mar 09, 2018 |
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#75 Mostly Back
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Mar 02, 2018 |
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#74 Nora's Back Again
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Feb 11, 2018 |
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#73 Avoid Everything
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Feb 02, 2018 |
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#72 How Am I Feeling Today
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Jan 23, 2018 |
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#71 Mood Swings
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Jan 18, 2018 |
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#70 What Is Love?
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Jan 14, 2018 |
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#69 Hospital Stays
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Jan 09, 2018 |
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#68 End Of 2017
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Dec 31, 2017 |
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#67 I'm a Guest on Al Levin's Show "The Depression Files"
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Dec 23, 2017 |
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#66 Don't Worry, Be Happy
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Dec 17, 2017 |
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#65 Cognitive Distortions
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Dec 06, 2017 |
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#64 Thanksgiving In An Odd Place
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Nov 28, 2017 |
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#63 Uncomfortable Not Being Miserable
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Nov 21, 2017 |
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#62 Detachment and Distraction
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Nov 10, 2017 |
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#61 Depression Permission
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Oct 29, 2017 |
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#60 Being a Dad
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Oct 25, 2017 |
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#59 Low Energy
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Oct 18, 2017 |
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#58 More Car Talk
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Oct 07, 2017 |
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#57 Nora's Back
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Oct 01, 2017 |
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#56 Suffer The Long Days
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Sep 26, 2017 |
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#55 Can't Sleep, Can't Win
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Sep 21, 2017 |
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#54 Interview With Julio From DSP
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Sep 18, 2017 |
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#53 Death and Shout Outs
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Sep 14, 2017 |
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#52 Am I Sad Or Are You SAD
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Sep 07, 2017 |
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#51 Interview With Matt From Surviving My Past
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Sep 03, 2017 |
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#50 I Hate Me
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Aug 20, 2017 |
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#49 A Question From Kate
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Aug 12, 2017 |
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#48 Chit Chat With Scott
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Aug 02, 2017 |
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#47 Idle Idle Idle
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Jul 28, 2017 |
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#46 Nora Joins Me Once Again
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Jul 22, 2017 |
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#45 Rapid Ramblings #1
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Jul 21, 2017 |
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#44 I Have a Job!!
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Jul 17, 2017 |
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#43 Twenty-Three
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Jul 06, 2017 |
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#42 MMPI Report
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Jun 30, 2017 |
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#41 On Location at Cape Cod USA
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Jun 23, 2017 |
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#40 MMPI and Anxiety?
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Jun 14, 2017 |
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#39 A Mundane Life
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Jun 05, 2017 |
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#38 Count Em Up
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May 10, 2017 |
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#37 Cruising Around
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Apr 28, 2017 |
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#36 More Jack-Assery
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Apr 05, 2017 |
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#35 I'm Back...Kinda
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Mar 10, 2017 |
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#34 I'm a Nice Guy
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Feb 10, 2017 |
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#33 Nora's Side of January 21, 2015
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Jan 26, 2017 |
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#32 So Much Thinking About Eating
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Jan 13, 2017 |
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#31 Trying To Find My Groove
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Jan 05, 2017 |
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#30 Q&A With My Friend Dave
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Dec 18, 2016 |
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#29 Pay It Forward #2
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Dec 05, 2016 |
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#28 An Odd Assortment Of Stories
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Nov 10, 2016 |
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#27 Pay It Forward #1
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Oct 31, 2016 |
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#026 Why Nostalgia Makes Me Sad
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Oct 27, 2016 |
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#025 Chatting With My Depression
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Oct 07, 2016 |
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#024 Catching Up With Previous Events
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Sep 23, 2016 |
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#023 Do Unto Others...
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Sep 14, 2016 |
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#022 Anhedonia and Me
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Aug 31, 2016 |
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#021 Return of the Darkness
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Aug 23, 2016 |
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#020 Wedding Bells
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Aug 01, 2016 |
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#019 Dear Journal
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Jul 22, 2016 |
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#018 Gallbladders and laundry.
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Jul 21, 2016 |
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#017 The opposite of positive is...
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Jul 10, 2016 |
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#016 Safety First
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Jun 30, 2016 |
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#015 jamoalki vs The 2nd Amendment
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Jun 21, 2016 |
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#014 Where I talk about my self image
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Jun 16, 2016 |
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#013 Where I ask for help and opinions
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Jun 10, 2016 |
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#012 A journey into self doubt
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Jun 03, 2016 |
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#011 The past two weeks...an update
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May 23, 2016 |
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#010 Meet Nora, The inaugural duet show!
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May 09, 2016 |
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#009 Trying to make good of the past
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May 02, 2016 |
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#008 jamoalki has arrived
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Apr 19, 2016 |
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#007 Take Inventory
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Apr 12, 2016 |
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#006 Confused About Concentration
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Apr 02, 2016 |
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#005 Affirmations and Platitudes.
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Mar 30, 2016 |
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#004 Don't be afraid to speak on your illness.
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Mar 26, 2016 |
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#003 The Day
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Mar 23, 2016 |
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#002 The Program
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Mar 18, 2016 |
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#001 First try
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Mar 13, 2016 |