WTF is on my Mind?!

By Mark Vicente

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Author, Speaker, Whistleblower and award-winning Director Mark Vicente was behind the sleeper hit “What The Bleep Do We Know?!” Several books have been written about the film’s remarkable grassroots marketing campaign, which led to its unprecedented success.Mark was born in Johannesburg, South Africa in 1965. Taking his first photograph at age four, he quickly discovered his passion for being behind the camera. After attending film and drama school in South Africa, he began working his way up the ranks of the camera department, from Assistant to Operator to Cinematographer. His first big break came as Director of Photography on the musical “SARAFINA,” starring Whoopi Goldberg. In 1992, he set his sights on Hollywood and relocated to Los Angeles to shoot his first studio picture for Disney;  “FATHERHOOD,” starring Patrick Swayze and Halle Berry. At the age of 26, he became one of the youngest cinematographers to shoot a big-budget studio picture. Over the next few decades, he went on to shoot an additional 14 feature films and numerous documentaries, music videos and commercials. Mark soon found there were in him, untold stories he desperately wanted to express as a Director. He was driven by the conviction that tales of greatness, nobility and introspection could be exciting and financially successful. Perhaps because of the very obvious race and class iniquities in South Africa, he found himself propelled to question certain fundamental assumptions at a very young age. Beliefs about human behavior, cosmology, religion, existentialism and mysticism. Along the way, he stumbled into a few situations where leaders with malignant pathologies (masquerading as saintly philosophers) spoke the talk of self-improvement but did untold damage to their followers... and him. Looking back, he can now say he has been in at least two cults. His last foray into personal growth and his defection from NXIVM was chronicled in the HBO series “The Vow”. Mark and a few plucky whistleblowers exposed the criminal activities of the organization, resulting in multiple arrests and indictments. He doesn’t consider himself a cult expert, but by his own admission, “I’m an expert in being screwed over, waking up, and knowing how to spot them.” He’s got a pretty salty approach to most things and is fascinated by the myriad patterns in the human psychodynamic that create the best and the worst in civilization. Join Mark as he unpacks a whole range of topics to do with: Psychology, Consciousness, Morality, Narcissistic Abuse, Spirituality, Cults, Propaganda, Science, Filmmaking, and Philosophy.You never quite know what you’re going to get, as it really does depend on… WTF is on his mind?!

Episode Date
40 Years Under His Spell: Waking Up from NXIVM
Jun 01, 2025
Dinner for Vampires Part 2 w/ Bethany Joy Lenz
May 25, 2025
Dinner for Vampires Part 1 w/ Bethany Joy Lenz
May 18, 2025
Wolves in Suits: Psychopaths in the Workplace w/ Dr. Cynthia Mathieu
May 11, 2025
Interview with a Narcissist
May 04, 2025
Cult Logic: The Self Sealing System
Apr 20, 2025
The Cult of Weaponized Introspection
Apr 13, 2025
Escaping the Lie: The Cost of Pretending Everything’s Fine w/ Josh Connolly
Apr 06, 2025
The Hidden Dangers of High-Functioning Predators w/ Dr. Karen Mitchell
Mar 28, 2025
Dignity, Trauma, Google Gods, Archeology and ‘Truth’ in a MAD World
Mar 23, 2025
Say Everything or Say Nothing? The Dilemma of Free Expression w/ Africa Brooke
Mar 16, 2025
The Female Narcissist w/ Coach Liliya Labonte
Feb 23, 2025
The Communal Narcissist (The Cloak of Virtue)
Feb 16, 2025
I Got Infected!
Feb 02, 2025
Inside the Mind of a Narcissist with Dr. Jaime Zuckerman
Jan 26, 2025
Hiding the Truth: How Suppression Fractures Us!
Dec 27, 2024
What is CONSENT? Does Yes mean YES?
Dec 22, 2024
Yachts, Sex & NXIVM
Dec 08, 2024
I dreamed I was back in the CULT!
Nov 24, 2024
The Sky is Falling!!!
Nov 03, 2024
Using Fear to Control People.
Oct 27, 2024
From Hollywood to Healing, Navigating Pain & Confronting Dark Impulses with David Sutcliffe
Oct 20, 2024
What the hell is 'IDEOLOGY' anyway? w/ Richard Grannon - Livestream Replay
Oct 13, 2024
Captured! w/ Peter Boghossian
Oct 04, 2024
What Keith Raniere told Alison Mack and why it's important.
Sep 22, 2024
The Socratic Method vs The Merchants of Hate w/ Richard Grannon
Aug 23, 2024
The Rage of the 'Empaths'
Aug 16, 2024
Sex Scandal in the Gym
Aug 11, 2024
"The Emperor's New Clothes" - RETOLD
Jul 28, 2024
A.I. & the Hollywood Collapse? w/ Adam G. Simon
Jul 18, 2024
From the Mormon Church to the Cult of Hollywood w/ Adam G. Simon
Jul 07, 2024
Narcissistic Psychopaths are Molding our Society w/ Richard Grannon
Jun 30, 2024
Why We Follow Psychopaths? with Professor of Evolutionary Psychology, Edward Dutton
Jun 23, 2024
STAY DAMAGED with comedian Rob Van Vuuren (aka Namaste Bae)
Jun 14, 2024
The Goodness Trap
Jun 07, 2024
BRAINWASHED! - with Behavioural Scientist and Author Patrick Fagan
May 31, 2024
NXIVM's War Against Hate
May 04, 2024
Art as Medicine with filmmaker Lubomir Arsov
Apr 19, 2024
Brave Expression in the Age of Intolerance with Africa Brooke
Apr 09, 2024
'Unto Dust' - A South African Story
Mar 29, 2024
Religion: Heaven or Hell?
Mar 21, 2024
Deception, Media & Betrayal - with Sarma of “BAD VEGAN”
Mar 08, 2024
Lucy Walsh - I ESCAPED!
Feb 17, 2024
Diane Bell - Sundance Award Winning Director & Dream Whisperer
Jan 23, 2024
The Antidote (slippery slope of Ideology Part 2)
Jan 19, 2024
The slippery slope of Ideology (Part 1)
Jan 09, 2024
A Soldier's Story
Dec 09, 2023
Narcissistic Triangulation
Dec 01, 2023
Hatred as a Path to Enlightenment
Nov 18, 2023
An answer at any cost! (Y+R=A)
Sep 23, 2023
Tom Cruise, Oblivion & the NXIVM 9
Aug 20, 2023
Prickly People!
Aug 06, 2023
Guy Pearce on Cults, The Vow, Acting, Lying and Truth.
Jul 23, 2023
The Light and Dark side of Self-Help with Dr. Glenn Patrick Doyle
Jul 09, 2023
Weaponizing Filmmaking
Jun 20, 2023
Those F*@king Conspiracy Theorists!
Jun 11, 2023
What is a Cult?
May 15, 2023
Cancel Culture & The Hero's Journey
Apr 18, 2023
The 4th "F" (FAWNING) with Dr. Ingrid Clayton
Mar 06, 2023
Hypothesis of God
Feb 21, 2023
Airports, The Ethics Police & The WEFC
Feb 13, 2023
Emotionally Puckered Up
Jan 30, 2023
Mike Rinder - A Billion Years
Dec 06, 2022
'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 6 - Debrief
Nov 22, 2022
'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 5 - Debrief
Nov 15, 2022
'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 4 - Debrief
Nov 08, 2022
(NXIVM) Letter to the Inside - Part 4 of 4
Nov 05, 2022
'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 3 - Debrief
Nov 01, 2022
(NXIVM) Letter to the Inside - Part 3 of 4
Oct 29, 2022
'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 2 - Debrief
Oct 25, 2022
(NXIVM) Letter to the Inside - Part 2 of 4
Oct 21, 2022
'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 1 - Debrief
Oct 19, 2022
(NXIVM) Letter to the Inside - Part 1 of 4
Oct 16, 2022
'The Vow' Season 1 - Q&A
Oct 09, 2022
Spiritual Bypassing
Oct 05, 2022
F*ck Adversity
Oct 02, 2022
WTF is on my Mind?! - Introduction
Sep 30, 2022