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This show is a living archive of becoming.
It’s an ode to awakening, remembering, and reclaiming your creative power in a chaotic, ever-shifting world.
Hosted by Vanessa Fontana - a 25-year-old writer living in New York City - it explores what it means to live in the in-between of not having it all figured out but not needing to in order to live well.
Bridging esoteric wisdom, philosophy, literature & lore, healing, empowerment, and humor, this podcast is your companion to navigate the complexities of adulthood and live more authentically.
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131. Being SEEN? Perceived???? OH! The Terror! (how to get tf over it)
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May 03, 2026 |
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130. Waiting. Yearning. Chasing. You're MISSING The Point™
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Apr 26, 2026 |
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129. Your Self-Doubt Is None of Your Business
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Apr 19, 2026 |
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128. This is What Happens When You Face Your Fears & Follow Your Dreams
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Apr 11, 2026 |
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127. Give it UP: Receiving Freedom From Doubt, Worry, & Fear
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Apr 05, 2026 |
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126. Your Ideas are BLESSINGS: The Divine Unraveling Inside of the Creative Process
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Mar 29, 2026 |
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125. Everything You Want Is On the Other Side of Your Creativity
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Mar 21, 2026 |
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124. The Gift of Enduring
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Mar 14, 2026 |
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123. The Veil is Dropping: God is Real
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Mar 07, 2026 |
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122. Stop Sleeping On Yourself + Wake UPPP To Your Potential!!
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Mar 01, 2026 |
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121. Befriending Uncertainty inside of This Great Cosmic Unfolding we call LIFE
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Feb 21, 2026 |
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120. Meeting the Inner Elder: The Gift of Aging
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Feb 15, 2026 |
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119. You Were Meant to Love and You Were Made to Feel
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Feb 08, 2026 |
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118. Actually, Life is Beautiful and You DO Have Time.
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Jan 31, 2026 |
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117. And Suddenly, Your Dreams Start Chasing YOU
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Jan 25, 2026 |
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116. Every Part of You Deserves to be Loved: Letting The Shadows Free
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Jan 18, 2026 |
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115. You Contain Multitudes
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Jan 11, 2026 |
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114. The Great, Grand Lock-In
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Jan 04, 2026 |
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113. Let The Soft Animal of Your Body Love What it Loves
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Dec 28, 2025 |
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112. You Are Allowed to Hibernate, Too: Learning how to Rest In a World That Never Stops
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Dec 21, 2025 |
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111. A Pathway to Alignment
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Dec 15, 2025 |
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110. Your Gift Was Never Meant to Look Like Theirs
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Dec 07, 2025 |
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109. I Quit my 9-5 One Year Ago to Pursue a "Creative Life." Here's the Truth.
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Nov 30, 2025 |
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108. The Good Idea Fairy, Synchronicity, & Following the Breadcrumbs
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Nov 23, 2025 |
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107. Fire, Flow, & Imperfect Creation: Make it Exist, THEN Make it Good. (The Perfectionist Diaries, Chapter Two)
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Nov 16, 2025 |
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106. Do it Scared - The Perfectionist Diaries, Chapter One
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Nov 09, 2025 |
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105. Don't Hope - DECIDE: Awakening your Inner Power with Choice
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Nov 01, 2025 |
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104. The Seriousness of Being UNSERIOUS: Why Joy is Imperative, Not Naive.
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Oct 26, 2025 |
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103. The Safety to be SEEN: Finding Your People When You're Finding Yourself
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Oct 19, 2025 |
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102. Unapologetic, Unconditional Beingness: Take up Space! Resist the Urge to Shrink! Be!! You!!
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Oct 12, 2025 |
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101. A Guide to "Quantum Leaping", Collapsing Timelines, & Heart Coherence
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Oct 05, 2025 |
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100. You are Inevitable
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Sep 28, 2025 |
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99. A Reminder to Live While You're Alive
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Aug 10, 2025 |
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98. If You're Trying, You're Trying Too Hard. Start Being.
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Aug 03, 2025 |
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97. Your Hardest Moments Hold the Highest Truths
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Jul 27, 2025 |
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96. Divine Redirection: Facing Tower Moments with Faith
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Jul 20, 2025 |
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95. Who Are You When You're Not Scrolling?
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Jul 13, 2025 |
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94. Art as a Prayer: A Conversation on Authenticity, Creative Expression, and God ft. Etai Atula
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Jul 05, 2025 |
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93. Life is More Than a To-Do List. Where is your Joy?
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Jun 29, 2025 |
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92. It's Okay to Not Know What's Next. Let it Emerge.
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Jun 22, 2025 |
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91. Yoga Teacher Training in Bali: A Comprehensive 101 Guide to Navigating a Soul-Led Journey
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Jun 15, 2025 |
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90. Diaries of A Corporate Drop-Out: Leaving Behind Everything for Yoga in Bali [VIDEO]
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Jun 08, 2025 |
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89. Staying Calm in Chaos & Grounded in a World of Flux
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Jun 01, 2025 |
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88. A Path is Formed by Walking: The Power of Patience & The Energetics of Trust
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May 25, 2025 |
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87. The Beauty of Letting It All Fall Apart: Why We Have To Break-Down and Crash-Out to Level Up
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May 18, 2025 |
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86. Healing from Cancer, Tuning into The Body's Natural Wisdom, & The Power of Reiki with Integrative Health Coach, Stacey Garcia
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May 11, 2025 |
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85. Your Gut Is Always Right: Intuition, Discernment, & Sourcing Inner Truth
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May 04, 2025 |
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84. Your Body Wants to be Your Friend: Overcoming Insecurity, Self-Rejection, & Perfectionism in an Age of Image-Based Obsession
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Apr 27, 2025 |
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83. Unserious, Unbothered, and Unapologetically Alive: The Art of Whimsy, Joy, & Romanticizing Your Life
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Apr 20, 2025 |
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82. How EMDR Heals: Rewiring the Past, Reclaiming the Present, & Transforming through Trauma (with EMDR Expert Dana Carretta-Stein)
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Apr 13, 2025 |
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81. Authenticity, Art, & the Audacity to Be Seen: 5 Lessons on Creating, Healing, & Showing Up
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Apr 06, 2025 |
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80. Surrender the Clenched Hand of Control: The Portal to Divinity, Peace, & Your Inner Magic
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Mar 30, 2025 |
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79. Tap into Your Potential: EFT 101 & The Science of Rewiring your Subconscious, Releasing Fear, + Changing your Beliefs ft. Tap with Brad
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Mar 23, 2025 |
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78. You Are Right On Time.
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Mar 16, 2025 |
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77. Stop Intellectualizing & Overanalyzing and Start Living: Choosing Joy + Embracing Ease
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Mar 09, 2025 |
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76. Quarter-Life Crisis or Quarter-Life Awakening? Your Choice.
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Mar 02, 2025 |
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75. Life is a Game, How Well Can You Play? Leveling Up with the Law of Assumption
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Feb 23, 2025 |
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74. You Accept the Love you Think You Deserve: Healing Attachment Wounds + Heartbreak, Choosing Self-Respect Over Validation, & Attracting a Healthy Relationship
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Feb 16, 2025 |
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73. Intentional Practices for an Aligned Life: How I Remain Organized, Consistent, & Connected
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Feb 09, 2025 |
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72. Create or be Consumed: A Wake-Up Call to Your Power
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Feb 02, 2025 |
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71. Consistency is Self-Respect: You are the Only One Standing in Your Way
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Jan 26, 2025 |
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70. Inner Child Healing: Letting Your Inner Child Be Your Muse, Fostering Daily Connection, & Accessing your Higher Self (Shadow-Work Series)
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Jan 19, 2025 |
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69. Staying Awake + Keeping an Open Heart in a World of Numbness & Disassociation
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Jan 12, 2025 |
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68. The (Gentle) Winter Arc: Daily Rituals for an Intentional Life, Romanticizing Slow Living, & Building Patience as we Grow
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Jan 05, 2025 |
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67. Rituals > Resolutions: Creating the Space for Softness, Celebrating Life, & Resting with our Interior Winter
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Dec 29, 2024 |
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66. Is it a Problem or a Pattern? Shifting Subconscious Programming, Becoming Aware of Triggers, & Breaking out of Cycles
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Dec 22, 2024 |
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65. Leap & The Net Will Appear: Developing Trust in Yourself + The Divine when Changing Your Life
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Dec 15, 2024 |
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64. How Trauma + Pain are Stored in Our Body & How to Heal with Movement: A chat on Somatic Healing, Kriya Yoga, & Self-Realization with an Expert (Ft. Samten Kriya)
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Dec 05, 2024 |
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63. Evolving through Unhealthy Family Dynamics, Dealing with Anger, & Releasing the Pride of Pain
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Dec 01, 2024 |
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62. Pain is Inevitable, Suffering is a Choice: A Step-by-Step Guide for What to Do When Sh!t Hits The Fan
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Nov 25, 2024 |
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61. Pursuing Passions and Finding Your True Self: A Modern Conversation on Ancient Wisdom ft. Etai Abramovich
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Nov 17, 2024 |
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60. How a Self-Discovery Journey Led Me From Working in Tech to Doing Yoga Teacher Training in Bali
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Nov 03, 2024 |
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My Story Quitting the Corporate Hustle, Taking the Leap, Traveling the World, & Embracing a Creative Life [VIDEO ON YOUTUBE] SEASON THREE PREMIER
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Nov 01, 2024 |
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58. What No One Tells You About Being in Your Twenties
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Jul 28, 2024 |
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57. Healing the Wounded Feminine + Masculine: Balancing Energy while Moving from the Heart, Finding Safe Spaces, & Embracing Community with Sian Camile (Author + host of Apricity)
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Jul 21, 2024 |
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56. Conquering Procrastination & Perfectionism: Mastering Self-Discipline with Softness
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Jul 14, 2024 |
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55. Play is PRODUCTIVE! How Magic Happens When We Prioritize Joy
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Jul 01, 2024 |
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54. PROJECTION IS NOT YOUR PROBLEM - Take up Space! Believe in Goodness! Reject Cynicism!
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Jun 23, 2024 |
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53. The Art of Letting Go
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Jun 16, 2024 |
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52. Growing & Outgrowing: You're Not Wrong, You're Just in the Wrong Place
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Jun 02, 2024 |
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51. Q&A: Thoughts on Religion, Relationships, Astrology, Forgiving your Parents, + Finding Balance in a Busy Life
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May 27, 2024 |
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50. The Ego vs The Soul: Balancing Personal Identity & Collective Transcendence
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May 19, 2024 |
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49. Turning your Mess into Your Message: TEDx Speaker & Wellness Entrepreneur Jamie Hess on Addiction, Overcoming Shame, and How Gratitude Saved Her Life
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May 12, 2024 |
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48. Running From What You Don't Want vs Going Towards What You Do: The Magic Key to Creation
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May 06, 2024 |
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47. Stop Playing it Small + Start Flirting with Life
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Apr 28, 2024 |
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46. Breaking the Cycle of Generational Trauma & Healing a Wounded Inner Child - GUEST EPISODE with MY SISTER, Angelica Fontana
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Apr 22, 2024 |
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45. STORY TIME: I Ran A Marathon in Paris & Had a Second Spiritual Awakening
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Apr 14, 2024 |
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44. Fear is An Illusion
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Apr 06, 2024 |
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43. Speak Your Truth & Protect Your Peace: The Energy of Alignment & Influence
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Mar 31, 2024 |
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42. Let Yourself Bloom! Overcoming Self-Rejection & Insecurity, Changing with the Seasons, + Unapologetic Self-Acceptance
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Mar 24, 2024 |
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41. The Mind-Body Connection: Emotional Regulation, Physical Well-Being, & Somatic Healing
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Mar 17, 2024 |
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40. Wake Up! Your Life is Meant to Be Lived.
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Mar 10, 2024 |
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39. The Dark Night of the Soul
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Feb 25, 2024 |
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38. Unlocking Our Heart's Potential: Clearing Energetic Blocks & Accessing a Portal to Profound Love & Inner Alchemy
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Feb 12, 2024 |
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37. Healing Self-Expression & Actualizing your Dreams through Your Inner Child - Shadow Work Series
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Feb 05, 2024 |
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36. Igniting Transformation, Facing Discomfort, & Breaking Cycles
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Jan 28, 2024 |
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35. Evolve or Repeat: Closing Chapters, Shedding Skin, & Trusting the Unfolding of Your Path - Guided End of Year Meditation & Discussion on Surrender
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Dec 31, 2023 |
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34. Confidence, Personal Power, & Magnetic Energy - Rising Above Judgement & People-Pleasing to Find Your Authentic Self
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Dec 24, 2023 |
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33. How to Get out of a Funk & Reclaim Your Conscious Power
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Dec 17, 2023 |
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32. Career Confusion & Existential Crises - Advice for Finding Your Path, Enjoying the Journey along the Way, & How We’re All Still Figuring it Out
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Dec 11, 2023 |
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31. Just Relax - You are Evolving: Giving Yourself Grace to Meet Yourself as You Change, The Power of your Unique Expression, and Surrendering vs. Creation
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Dec 04, 2023 |
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30. Unlearning Toxic Positivity & Reinventing Our Lives With the Power of True Gratitude
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Nov 27, 2023 |
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29. Regaining Perspective
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Nov 19, 2023 |
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28. Are you Truly Living or Just Surviving? Mindset Shifts & Daily Practices to Foster Personal Growth & Well-Being
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Nov 13, 2023 |
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27. Following Your Calling & Taking the Bet on Yourself - Guest Interview with Nya Jones, Founder & CEO of Inside then Out, an Intentional Wellness Brand
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Nov 05, 2023 |
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26. Intuition Vs. Anxiety - Building Trust with Yourself by Learning to Listen to Your Inner Wisdom
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Oct 29, 2023 |
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25. Self Love & Self Discipline - Learning to Listen to Your Intuitive Cycles of Rest & Action
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Oct 23, 2023 |
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24. A Guide To: Identifying Limiting Beliefs, Breaking Patterns, & Creating a New Self Concept
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Oct 15, 2023 |
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23. Letting Go Of the Past
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Oct 08, 2023 |
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22. Confronting Grief, Death, and the Inevitability of Loss
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Sep 24, 2023 |
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21. Shadow-Work Series, Part 1: A Beginner's Guide to Inner Child Healing, Forgiveness, & Self-Discovery
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Sep 11, 2023 |
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20. It is Happening For You, Not To You - Building Resilience In A World of Change
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Sep 04, 2023 |
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19. No One is Coming to Save You & That's A Good Thing: How to be your Own Hero.
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Aug 27, 2023 |
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18. Burnout, Toxic Productivity, & Radical Acceptance.
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Aug 07, 2023 |
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17. Imposter Syndrome - How to Overcome The Illusion Of Separation & Realize that You Do Not Have to Earn the Right to Exist.
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Jul 30, 2023 |
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16. Are you showing up for yourself the way that you want to be shown up for? Self Worth, Self Love, & Your Ability to Receive.
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Jul 23, 2023 |
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15. Looking for Answers? Let them find You. Stop, Look Around, and Enjoy the Process.
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Jul 15, 2023 |
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14. DO YOU CRAVE TO BE UNDERSTOOD BUT FEAR TO BE PERCEIVED? WHO ARE YOU WHEN NO ONE'S WATCHING?
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Jul 09, 2023 |
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13. HOW TO SET BOUNDARIES, RECLAIM YOUR POWER, AND STOP PEOPLE PLEASING
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Jun 25, 2023 |
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12. HOW TO TRUST YOUR INTUITION & STEP INTO FREEDOM - YOU ALREADY HAVE ALL THE ANSWERS.
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Jun 18, 2023 |
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11. NORMALIZE CONFUSION - Wherever You Are Is Okay & You're Not Running Out of Time
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Jun 05, 2023 |
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10. The Journey of Spiritual Awakening - Who are You, Really?
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May 28, 2023 |
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9. THE LAW OF DETACHMENT - WE LIVE ON A FLOATING ROCK. YOU'RE DOING FINE & YOU'RE GOING TO BE OKAY.
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May 22, 2023 |
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8 - Healing is Not Linear & Life is Now.
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May 14, 2023 |
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7 - Embarrassment is a Choice - Finding Your Voice & Navigating Self-Doubt
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May 07, 2023 |
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6. Part 2, Law of Attraction: Romanticizing Your Life, Self-Fulfilling Prophecies, & Gratitude into Luckiness
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May 02, 2023 |
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5. Part 1, Law of Attraction: Living In Alignment, Surrendering, & Trusting Your Intuition
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Apr 23, 2023 |
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4. Access to You is a Privilege - Navigating All Types of Love & Relationships
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Apr 16, 2023 |
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Inner Child Healing & Shadow-Work
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Apr 08, 2023 |
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Who are you living for? Self Love, Confidence & Learning to Trust Yourself
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Apr 08, 2023 |
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Expanding Consciousness - Welcome to Figuring Sh!t Out
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Apr 08, 2023 |