This Is Actually Happening

By Whit Missildine/Wondery

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 Aug 1, 2020
just had to get political

td
 Jun 4, 2020
my favorite podcast. real people, their tribulations and healing outcomes.

tracy
 Jan 16, 2019
real people with real stories about the human condition. the BEST podcast I've heard

Stephanie
 Jan 15, 2019
My favorite podcast. Riveting, intimate, and always emotionally resonant. It proves there is nothing mundane about the mundane. It's inspirational to hear these stories of triumph over all odds.

Carlie
 Dec 31, 2018

Description

The uncanny, extraordinary, true stories of events that have dramatically altered the lives of ordinary people; a son is shot by his own father, a woman's sister develops multiple personalities, a man wakes up in the morgue. These are riveting, moving and often haunting stories that will stick with you long after you listen. 


Episode Date
161: What if you suffered a shocking loss?
00:47:55

“That feeling…honestly I will never forget it, just your heart dropping into your stomach…it’s unreal.”


Today's episode featured Evan Pestona. If you have any information or resources you feel could help bring justice for Evan and his mother, you can email him at justiceforsteph@gmail.com


Producer: Whit Missildine


Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening

Website: thisisactuallyhappening.com


Content/Trigger Warnings: domestic violence, death, murder, suicide, discriminatory slurs, explicit language


Support the Show: Support The Show on Patreon https://www.patreon.com/happening


Engage with the Community: Join the This Is Actually Happening Discussion Group on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/


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Intro Music: "Illabye" – Tipper

Music Bed: “Re-Entry” – Lee Rosevere

Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

Sep 08, 2020
Happenings Vol. 1: No Man's Land
01:14:10

Today we launch a new series of bonus content called “Happenings” with three stories of people facing their deepest fears in the unforgiving wilderness of the natural world.


Part 1: What if the desert dried your sorrow?

Part 2: What if the ocean tested your faith?

Part 3: What if a boulder crushed your dreams?


Producers: Andrew Waits, Whit Missildine


Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening

Show Website: thisisactuallyhappening.com


Andrew Waits Website: andrewwaits.com


Content/Trigger Warnings: near-death experiences, explicit language


Today’s episode features: Tiki Mashy, Greg Barnes, and Shaina Maytum

Tiki Mashy is an owner and operator at Cowboy Up Hanggliding in Wharton, Texas. You can find out more about it at cuhanggliding.com

Greg Barnes currently lives in Guam and works at Castle Zion Church (괌 시온성교회) as the youth / English ministry pastor. He is currently turning his story into a book. Greg welcomes anyone contacting him at gregbarnesguam@gmail.com. That’s barns, spelled Barnes.

Shaina Maytum is a writer living in Colorado. You can read her work at shainamaytum.com


Support the Show: Support The Show on Patreon https://www.patreon.com/happening


Engage with the Community: Join the This Is Actually Happening Discussion Group on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/


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Intro Music: "Illabye" – Tipper

Music Bed: Ambient Themes by Nigel Coutinho and Ryan Black

Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

Sep 01, 2020
160: What if you were assaulted by a stranger in the dark?
00:45:20

“Right in the center of your body there’s this lead heavy ball, and inside of it is an immediate understanding of evil.”


Producer: Whit Missildine


Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening

Website: thisisactuallyhappening.com


Content/Trigger Warnings: sexual assault, sexual violence, rape, explicit language


Today’s episode features Kira Knight. You can reach Kira at violentcrimesurvivors@gmail.com


Support the Show: Support The Show on Patreon https://www.patreon.com/happening


Engage with the Community: Join the This Is Actually Happening Discussion Group on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/


Shop at the Store: The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this slink https://www.teepublic.com/stores/this-is-actually-happening-store?ref_id=9467 to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. 


Intro Music: "Illabye" – Tipper

Music Bed: Ambient Themes by Nigel Coutinho

Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

Aug 25, 2020
159: What if someone you love committed a monstrous crime?
00:59:51

“I could live with the nightmares. I could live with the panic attacks. But the thing that was tearing me apart was questioning if everything I know in my life was real at all.”

 

Producer: Whit Missildine


Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening

Website: thisisactuallyhappening.com


Content/Trigger Warnings: childhood trauma, parental abuse, graphic violence, murder, explicit language


Support the Show: Support The Show on Patreon https://www.patreon.com/happening


Engage with the Community: Join the This Is Actually Happening Discussion Group on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/


Shop at the Store: The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this slink https://www.teepublic.com/stores/this-is-actually-happening-store?ref_id=9467 to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. 


Intro Music: "Illabye" – Tipper

Music Bed: “Cylinder Four/Cylinder Five” – Chris Zabriskie

Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

Aug 11, 2020
158: What if you entered The Void?
01:08:14

“You try to take off your skin to try to get rid of this voice, and it goes all the way down to the bone.”

 

Producer: Whit Missildine


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Instagram: @actuallyhappening


Content/Trigger Warnings: domestic abuse, mental illness, suicide, explicit language


Today’s episode featured Dexter L. Booth. Dexter is the author of the poetry collection, Scratching the Ghost from Graywolf Press, which won the 2012 Cave Canem Poetry Prize, as well as the chapbook Rhapsody from Etchings Press. Booth’s poems have been included in the anthologies The Best American Poetry 2015, The Burden of Light: Poems on Illness and Loss, The Golden Shovel Anthology honoring Gwendolyn Brooks, and Furious Flower: Seeding the Future of African American Poetry. He is a professor in the Ashland University MFA program and a residential faculty member at Paradise Valley Community College where he teaches poetry and English composition. You can find out more about Dexter, his writing and teaching by following him on Instagram @dexter_two_omelettes, or on Facebook or Twitter. You can find his books Scratching the Ghost and Rhapsody on Bookshop.org, Amazon, or wherever books are sold.


Support The Show: You can support the show by contributing on Patreon at https://www.patreon.com/happening, by supporting our sponsors, including today’s sponsor: Park Predators, the podcast.


Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper

Music Bed:  “Union Flow” - Spuntic

Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/


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Jul 28, 2020
Rebroadcast - #43: What if you witnessed a thousand deaths?
00:31:42

"All of the ways we define ourselves are going to be stripped away by illness or the dying process...now who am I?"


Producer: Whit Missildine


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Instagram: @actuallyhappening


Today’s episode features Frank Ostaseski


Author of: "The Five Invitations: What death can teach us about living fully”

Website: https://fiveinvitations.com/about-frank-ostaseski/


Content/Trigger Warnings: death, terminal illness, explicit language


Support The Show on Patreon at https://www.patreon.com/happening


You can also support the show by supporting our sponsors.


Intro Music: "Illabye" – Tipper

Music Bed: Tibetan Ohm Chant

Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

Jul 14, 2020
Rebroadcast - #93: What if you witnessed the limits of human suffering?
00:42:25

**This rebroadcast episode originally aired in April, 2017**


“It’s in these places that you begin to see the limits of human capacity – how resilient we are...how we will find a way.”


Producer: Whit Missildine

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Instagram: @actuallyhappening

Original Score & Sound Design: Ryan Black - ryanblack.io


Today’s episode features Anjan Sundaram

Author of: "Stringer: A Reporter's Journey in the Congo" and "Bad News: Last Journalists in a Dictatorship"


Website: anjansundaram.com

Twitter: @anjansun


Content/Trigger Warnings: war, violence, explicit language


Support The Show on Patreon at https://www.patreon.com/happening

You can also support the show by supporting our sponsors


Join the Community on Facebook: This Is Actually Happening Discussion Group: https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/


Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper

Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

Jun 30, 2020
157: What if you couldn't tell anyone?
00:51:22

“The idea that they had plucked me from this terrible life…and it was all going to be sunflowers and rainbows and shit…I just view that as a fantasy.”

 

Producer: Whit Missildine


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Instagram: @actuallyhappening


Content/Trigger Warnings: parental abuse, sexual abuse, explicit language


Support The Show: You can support the show by supporting our sponsors, or through direct contributions on Patreon at https://www.patreon.com/happening


Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper

Music Bed:  “Re-Entry” – Lee Rosevere

Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/


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Jun 16, 2020
156: What if you swallowed 48 bags of cocaine?
00:45:33

“I had to go through having taken everything away from me to come to the conclusion that … you’ll come back a person that’s wiser and a more full, satisfied human.”

 

Producer: Whit Missildine


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Instagram: @actuallyhappening


Content/Trigger Warnings: drugs, near death, explicit language


Support The Show: You can support the show by supporting our sponsors, or through direct contributions on Patreon at https://www.patreon.com/happening


Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper

Music Bed:  Ambient Themes by Nigel Coutinho

Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/


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Jun 02, 2020
155: What if you had to pull the plug?
00:48:25

“When somebody hurts you and then they’re like, ‘now you have to take care of him, you’re responsible for him…’ I didn’t know how to feel.”

 

Producer: Whit Missildine


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Instagram: @actuallyhappening


Content/Trigger Warnings: death, mental illness, explicit language


Support The Show: You can support the show by supporting our sponsors, or through direct contributions on Patreon at https://www.patreon.com/happening


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Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper

Music Bed:  “Cylinder Four/Cylinder Five” – Chris Zabriskie

Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/


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May 19, 2020
154: What if your mom was murdered by a serial killer?
00:46:15

“I had total grief and sadness and fear and also just disbelief that it happened. But it’s different when you lose somebody who hurt you.”


Producers: Whit Missildine


Content/Trigger Warnings: mental illness, murder, explicit language


Today’s episode featured Nova Reeves. To find out more about Nova, you can Google her article on the death penalty in the Tacoma Tribune. You can hear her reading poetry on YouTube by searching for Quiet Lightning. You can also get a copy of her zine by emailing her directly at novareeves@gmail.com


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Instagram: @actuallyhappening


Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper

Music Bed: “Union Flow” - Spuntic

Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

You can support the show by supporting our sponsors, or through direct contributions on Patreon at https://www.patreon.com/happening

This Is Actually Happening online store now officially open. Follow this link https://www.teepublic.com/stores/this-is-actually-happening-store?ref_id=9467 to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. 

May 05, 2020
BONUS Episode - Tyson Was Abducted - from What Was That Like podcast
01:13:47

Today, I'm introducing the podcast What Was That Like, by Scott Johnson. Featuring real people in unreal situations, What Was That Like covers similar, jaw-dropping stories to This Is Actually Happening, but with its own uniquely fascinating format and style.

Today's show will feature a full episode from What Was That Like titled, "Tyson was abducted," about a man who, walking through a parking lot one night, was jumped by two strangers and thrown into a car with no idea where he was being taken. 

You can find the rest of What Was That Like, by Scott Johnson, on all podcast platforms, or check out the website, at whatwasthatlike.com

Apr 28, 2020
153: What if you wanted to disappear?
00:48:40

“I had this secret inside me that I felt was my one and only friend and companion that took me away from all the pain and anxiety that I had moving through my life.”

 

Producers: Whit Missildine


Content/Trigger Warnings: eating disorder, death, domestic abuse, explicit language


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Instagram: @actuallyhappening


Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper

Music Bed: “Re-Entry” – Lee Rosevere

Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

 

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Apr 21, 2020
152: What if you were a human shield?
00:53:31

“This fake face I was putting on for everybody was my only sense of normality when my whole life is already changed. I didn’t want to admit that stuff was wrong, and I did it in such a convincing way that the majority of people believed me.”


Producers: Whit Missildine


Content/Trigger Warnings: war, severe injury, gun violence, PTSD, explicit language


Today's episode featured Will Hoover. To find out more about Will, he’s on Twitter and Instagram @WillHooverTV, or you can check his own recently launched podcast about film and technology called Uncovered Cinema.


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Instagram: @actuallyhappening


Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper

Music Bed: Ambient themes by Nigel Coutinho

Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

 

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Apr 07, 2020
151: What if he made you think you were crazy?
00:48:15

“I was sure that this was his mental illness and not something wrong with me until I started hearing it in my head. And that was when I started to think, 'maybe I’m actually going crazy'.”


Producers: Sara Marinelli, Whit Missildine


Content/Trigger Warnings: emotional abuse, sexual abuse, domestic violence, drug use, explicit language


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Instagram: @actuallyhappening


Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper

Music Bed: “Cylinder Four/Cylinder Five” – Chris Zabriskie

Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

 

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Mar 24, 2020
150: What if you were trapped in a cycle of abuse?
00:52:18

“My earliest memories as a child were fear and anxiety…I was never able to control the situation and that unknown just haunted me.”


Today’s episode featured Arielle Hermanson. You can find her on Twitter and Instagram @arijblige


Producer/Editor: Whit Missildine


Content/Trigger Warnings: abuse, domestic violence, explicit language


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Instagram: @actuallyhappening


Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper

Music Bed: “Union Flow” - Spuntic

Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

 

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Mar 10, 2020
149: What if you committed child sexual abuse?
01:05:43

 “I misused my position of power to get my needs met…How is it that if we’re called by God to this ministry we could possibly do such a destructive thing?”


Producer/Editor: Nigel Coutinho, Stephanie Lepp, Whit Missildine


Content/Trigger Warnings: child sexual abuse, explicit language


Today's episode featured Gil Gustafson. This episode was originally produced by Stephanie Lepp at Reckonings, and adapted for This Is Actually Happening. You can find Reckonings wherever you listen, and at: www.reckonings.show


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Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper

Ambient Themes by Nigel Coutinho

Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

 

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You can now find new and archival episodes of This Is Actually Happening completely ad-free, on Stitcher Premium. For a free month of Stitcher Premium, go to stitcherpremium.com/wondery and use promo code WONDERY.

 

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Feb 25, 2020
148: What if you killed someone?
00:59:50

“We have so much less control than we think we do….Death is really close at hand and we do not do ourselves often any favors by forgetting that.”


Producer/Editor: Whit Missildine


Content/Trigger Warnings: death, car crash, explicit language


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Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper

Music Bed:  “Cylinder Four/Cylinder Five” – Chris Zabriskie

Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

 

You can now find new and archival episodes of This Is Actually Happening completely ad-free, on Stitcher Premium. For a free month of Stitcher Premium, go to stitcherpremium.com/wondery and use promo code WONDERY.

 

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Feb 11, 2020
147: What if your best friend was dying?
00:48:21

“It’s much better to try to move forward with your life and accept that things are nebulous, and there are no clear answers.”


Editors: Sara Marinelli, Whit Missildine

Producer: Whit Missildine


Content/Trigger Warnings: explicit language


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Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper

Music Bed:  “Re-entry” – Lee Rosevere

Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

 

You can now find new and archival episodes of This Is Actually Happening completely ad-free, on Stitcher Premium. For a free month of Stitcher Premium, go to stitcherpremium.com/wondery and use promo code WONDERY.

 

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Jan 28, 2020
146: What if you thought your mother was a robot?
00:46:39

“I completely lost touch with reality. You can’t rely on those around you, and you can’t rely on what’s within you. That’s the most terrifying thing in the world.”


Producer/Editor: Whit Missildine


Content/Trigger Warnings: drug use, mental breakdown, explicit language


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Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper

Music Bed:  Ambient Themes by Nigel Coutinho

Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

 

You can now find new and archival episodes of This Is Actually Happening completely ad-free, on Stitcher Premium. For a free month of Stitcher Premium, go to stitcherpremium.com/wondery and use promo code WONDERY.

 

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Jan 14, 2020
Introducing : Accused Season 3
00:10:59

Trailer for Season 3 of the acclaimed Wondery podcast, Accused

In 1984, a father of three disappeared while working at a mysterious Cincinnati plant. It turned out he’d met a gruesome fate. Two months later, the Fernald Feed Materials Production Center was revealed to have been processing uranium – and polluting the region. The dead man’s children believe their father was murdered because he intended to expose how the plant had been releasing millions of pounds of uranium dust into the atmosphere. We’re hoping to figure out: Did 39-year-old David Bocks kill himself, as Fernald officials alleged, or was he more likely killed?

Subscribe now: http://wondery.fm/Accused_AH

Jan 09, 2020
Best of TIAH #1 – Rebroadcast - #120 What if you had Dissociative Identity Disorder?
01:06:04

“I don’t really remember not having different parts…I just thought that everybody had different quote unquote people inside them.”


Producer: Whit Missildine

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Trigger/Content Warnings: parental abuse, torture, sexual abuse, sex trafficking, murder, severe mental illness


Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper

Music Bed: “Water” – Johannes Welsch

Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

Jan 07, 2020
Best of TIAH #2 – Rebroadcast – #94: What if the worst thing that could ever happen to you already had?
00:41:59

"It’s surreal. It’s like a movie. It’s like it’s not even happening to you it’s happening to someone else."


Producer: Whit Missildine

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Instagram: @actuallyhappening


Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper

Music Bed: Original Score & Sound Design: Ryan Black - ryanblack.io

Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

Dec 31, 2019
Best of TIAH #3 – Rebroadcast – #112: What if a murderer appeared at your bedroom door?
00:57:11

"What happened to me is one of those things where people say, like, 'that could never happen to you.' So now once that happened, it's like well anything can happen to me at any time."


Producer: Whit Missildine


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Music Bed: "Union Flow" - Spuntic.

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Dec 24, 2019
145: What if your best friend met a tragic fate?
00:41:22

“I’m the kind of person where I like to know answers. I don’t like secrets I don’t like surprises…I really want to know what brought him to that. I really want to know why.”


Producer: Whit Missildine

Editors: Nigel Coutinho, Whit Missildine


Content/Trigger Warnings: mental illness, explicit language


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Music Bed:  “Cylinder Four/Cylinder Five” – Chris Zabriskie

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Dec 17, 2019
144: What if you suffered from postpartum depression?
00:51:51

“All those thoughts were going through my head like you’re worthless, you’re a loser, you’re a failure, you can’t be happy, you can’t feel love…just this feeling of profound failure.”


Producer: Whit Missildine

Editors: Sara Marinelli, Whit Missildine


Content/Trigger Warnings: mental illness, explicit language


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Music Bed:  Ambient Themes by Nigel Coutinho

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Dec 03, 2019
143: What if you were seduced into a whole new world?
01:08:40

“Am I at fault? Am I not a victim? Should I not be able to say that because I let it happen? I don’t know if in the human heart there will ever be black and white answers to something like that.”


Producer: Whit Missildine

Editor: Whit Missildine


Content/Trigger Warnings: sexual violence, abuse, sexual trauma, explicit language


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Music Bed:  “Re-entry” – Lee Rosevere

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Nov 19, 2019
142: What if it happened in broad daylight?
00:48:26

“I didn’t really realize that it was a thing that was happening to me. I don’t really know how to describe that feeling, but it was just so hard to understand.”


Producer: Whit Missildine

Editor: Nigel Coutinho, Whit Missildine


Content/Trigger Warnings: violent assault, explicit language


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Music Bed:  “Cylinder Four/Cylinder Five” – Chris Zabriskie

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Nov 05, 2019
141: What if you witnessed a horrific act?
00:31:58

“I just felt something inside of me that was so sickening. It’s just like this point of realization, almost like your biggest fear in that moment had come true.”


Producer: Whit Missildine

Editor: Whit Missildine


Content/Trigger Warnings: suicide, explicit language


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Music Bed:  Ambient themes by Nigel Coutinho

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Oct 22, 2019
140: What if you were entangled in a web of shame?
00:43:03

“It’s just confusing thinking about even today what I’m supposed to feel about the whole thing…humans aren’t really built to fully understand that kind of relationship.”


Producer: Whit Missildine

Editor: Whit Missildine


Content/Trigger Warnings: bullying, explicit language


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Music Bed:  “Wake Up” - Spuntic

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Oct 08, 2019
139: What if your father disappeared?
00:49:46

“The worst thing that anxiety does is make you think that you have control to change something, like if I can constantly be in control of everything then nothing bad will happen.”


Producer: Whit Missildine

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Content/Trigger Warnings: missing person, traumatic injury of a child, explicit language


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Sep 24, 2019
138: What if at three months pregnant your world was turned upside down?
00:42:08

“It’s like this weird tunnel of reality collapsing and you want to hold on to where you just were at where none of this happened, but now you have this thing that you have to absorb somehow.”


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Content/Trigger Warnings: traumatic injury, explicit language


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Sep 10, 2019
137: What if you were the one to break the silence?
00:44:18

“I don’t know what I was thinking but I just kept feeling like the waves of shame because of the shame I made them feel.”


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Aug 27, 2019
136: What if you had to fight for your life?
00:40:14

“I did have the feeling that someone was gonna come back and do something horrible again after that.”


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Aug 20, 2019
135: What if a minor procedure left you permanently altered?
00:43:56

“My personhood had been shattered into a thousand pieces that I and my family were left to pick up one at a time.”

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Aug 13, 2019
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Aug 06, 2019
134: What if your singular dream fell to pieces?
00:39:55
Jun 11, 2019
133: What if your life went up in flames?
00:39:45
May 28, 2019
132: What if you were kept from the one you loved most?
00:29:46
May 14, 2019
131: What if a psychotic break split your life wide open?
00:32:05
Apr 30, 2019
130: What if you had thoughts of harming those you love most?
00:37:57
Apr 16, 2019
129: What if your mother left to follow a cult?
00:49:53
Apr 02, 2019
128: What if your son stabbed your daughter?
00:45:14
Mar 19, 2019
127: What if your drive for perfection became your fatal flaw?
00:32:38
Mar 05, 2019
126: What if your family was consumed by an unthinkable act?
00:52:12
Feb 19, 2019
125: What if you left everything you had ever known?
00:44:23
Feb 05, 2019
124: What if you transitioned into an alternate reality?
00:48:41
Jan 22, 2019
123: What if you refused to be annihilated?
00:59:03
Jan 08, 2019
122: What if you found a real Hollywood romance?
00:52:25
Dec 11, 2018
121: What if your favorite celebrity had a crush on you?
00:35:42
Nov 27, 2018
120: What if you had Dissociative Identity Disorder?
01:05:59
Nov 13, 2018
119: What if you suddenly felt like a werewolf?
00:48:20
Oct 30, 2018
118: What if you uncovered the family secret?
00:54:30
Oct 16, 2018
117: What if you didn't know what was wrong with you?
00:50:59
Oct 02, 2018
116: What if the Devil was battling for your mind?
00:41:44
Sep 18, 2018
115: What if your son went missing?
00:55:02
Sep 04, 2018
114: What if her ex-boyfriend tried to kill you?
00:49:38
Aug 21, 2018
113: What if you survived a genocide?
00:49:37
Aug 07, 2018
Season 8 Announcements
00:03:25
Jul 31, 2018
112: What if a murderer appeared at your bedroom door?
00:56:39
May 01, 2018
111: What if you had to relearn who you are?
00:38:02
Apr 18, 2018
110: What if everything turned into mayhem?
00:48:50
Apr 03, 2018
109: What if you were sideswiped into a whole new world?
00:36:43
Mar 20, 2018
108: What if you didn't know what they would do to you?
00:37:10
Mar 07, 2018
107: What if the pain wouldn't go away?
00:30:45
Feb 20, 2018
106: What if you had to fight to be yourself?
00:49:15
Feb 06, 2018
105: What if your deepest fear was your greatest pleasure?
00:50:01
Jan 23, 2018
Best of TIAH #1 - Rebroadcast - #79: What if the happiest place on earth was your worst nightmare?
00:36:00
Jan 16, 2018
Best of TIAH #2 - Rebroadcast - #67: What if you woke up in the morgue?
00:19:55
Jan 10, 2018
Best of TIAH #3 - Rebroadcast - #63: What if another realm moved through you?
00:28:49
Jan 04, 2018
Best of TIAH #4 - Rebroadcast - #68: What if your sister had five personalities?
00:31:22
Dec 28, 2017
Best of TIAH #5 - Rebroadcast - #89: What if you spent 15 hours on the edge of sanity?
00:43:37
Dec 21, 2017
104: What if you woke up to a loud bang?
00:45:21
Dec 12, 2017
103: What if you had a ten year nightmare?
00:44:50
Nov 28, 2017
102: What if your origins were a mystery?
00:37:24
Nov 14, 2017
101: What if you sacrificed yourself for your country?
00:46:38
Oct 31, 2017
100: What if he wouldn't let you leave?
00:52:29
Oct 17, 2017
99: What if you kept getting back up again?
00:40:24
Sep 29, 2017
98: What if you were an incest survivor?
00:53:03
Sep 17, 2017
97: What if you were a white supremacist?
00:45:09
Sep 01, 2017
96: What if you went to the dark side?
00:41:00
Aug 18, 2017
95: What if you were sent away for re-education?
00:51:56
Aug 03, 2017
Season Seven Announcements
00:02:50
Jul 21, 2017
94: What if the worst thing that could ever happen to you already had?
00:41:30
Jul 21, 2017
93: What if you witnessed the limits of human suffering?
00:42:25
Apr 13, 2017
92: What if they told you the monsters were real?
00:41:39
Mar 29, 2017
91: What if you received special messages?
00:33:25
Mar 09, 2017
90: What if you had a breakthrough insight about the human condition?
00:36:30
Feb 22, 2017
89: What if you spent 15 hours on the edge of sanity?
00:42:37
Feb 09, 2017
88: What if you survived war and poverty in Colombia?
00:37:25
Jan 25, 2017
87: What if you were hunted by the Japanese mafia?
00:38:46
Jan 10, 2017
86: What if you had always wanted a different mother?
00:34:28
Dec 20, 2016
85: What if you had bipolar disorder?
00:31:27
Dec 01, 2016
84: What if you staged a dramatic rescue?
00:26:58
Nov 08, 2016
83: What if your past was an unsolved mystery?
00:38:07
Oct 25, 2016
82: What if you lived your life in exile?
00:26:14
Oct 11, 2016
81: What if you lived your life as a ghost?
00:36:31
Sep 30, 2016
80: What if your life was rudely interrupted?
00:32:34
Sep 13, 2016
79: What if the happiest place on earth was your worst nightmare?
00:33:34
Sep 01, 2016
78: What if you narrowly escaped with your life?
00:42:17
Aug 18, 2016
77: What if you followed a singular dream around the planet?
00:32:26
Aug 04, 2016
76: What if you couldn't remember the worst event of your life?
00:29:31
Jul 19, 2016
75: What if you were kidnapped by a police officer?
00:30:38
May 12, 2016
74: What if you faced a series of unfortunate events?
00:24:59
Apr 22, 2016
73: What if your father was lost in a shipwreck?
00:21:00
Apr 01, 2016
72: What if you survived a shipwreck?
00:30:54
Mar 15, 2016
71: What if your mother tried to cut her heart out?
00:30:10
Feb 25, 2016
70: What if you had a mind-blowing affair?
00:27:50
Feb 03, 2016
69: What if the worst case scenario came true?
00:31:43
Jan 21, 2016
68: What if your sister had five personalities?
00:30:24
Jan 07, 2016
67: What if you woke up in the morgue?
00:18:57
Dec 03, 2015
66: What if your father went missing?
00:27:53
Nov 11, 2015
65: What if you were irreversibly violated?
00:27:07
Oct 30, 2015
64: What if you were a fake priest in Japan?
00:21:57
Oct 13, 2015
63: What if another realm moved through you?
00:25:58
Sep 24, 2015
62: What if you went on the strangest trip?
00:26:56
Sep 08, 2015
61: What if oral sex triggered a near death experience?: Part Two
00:27:50
Jul 02, 2015
60: What if oral sex triggered a near death experience?: Part One
00:26:12
Jun 09, 2015
59: What if you couldn't control your thoughts?
00:23:52
May 22, 2015
58: What if you were pronounced dead at age 12?
00:20:51
May 08, 2015
57: What if your husband had a death wish?
00:24:22
Apr 24, 2015
56: What if you touched the spirit world?
00:23:23
Apr 16, 2015
55: What if reality suddenly fell apart?
00:25:42
Mar 20, 2015
54: What if you lost a high speed chase?
00:26:35
Feb 26, 2015
53: What if September 11th changed everything?
00:24:52
Feb 11, 2015
52: What if you found yourself in a dark, strange land?
00:20:18
Jan 29, 2015
51: What if your roommate had a deep dark secret?
00:22:50
Jan 13, 2015
50: What if you were not supposed to see this?
00:20:16
May 19, 2014
49: What if you were shot by your father?
00:28:32
May 06, 2014
48: What if you went from riches to rags?
00:20:11
Apr 22, 2014
47: What if your wife hung herself in the garage?
00:18:56
Apr 08, 2014
46: What if your wife ran you over?
00:16:54
Mar 24, 2014
45: What if your husband led a secret life?
00:22:58
Mar 11, 2014
44: What if you delivered seven thousand babies?
00:21:25
Feb 25, 2014
43: What if you witnessed a thousand deaths?
00:30:29
Feb 11, 2014
42: What if you gave up everything for love?
00:23:25
Jan 28, 2014
41: What if you were supposed to be on that plane?
00:16:33
Jan 13, 2014
40: What if you came out to your wife at age 37?
00:22:55
Dec 09, 2013
39: What if you married someone you knew only 10 days?
00:23:25
Dec 03, 2013
38: What if you were delivered by the Holy Ghost?
00:19:40
Nov 11, 2013
37: What if your dad started dressing as a woman?
00:15:24
Oct 28, 2013
36: What if you lost a fiance and lover to a wave?
00:25:38
Oct 14, 2013
35: What if you didn't go outside until 6th grade?
00:21:01
Sep 27, 2013
34: What if you spent 4 years in solitary confinement?
00:22:04
Sep 14, 2013
33: What if you left Wall Street to find true purpose?
00:20:55
Sep 14, 2013
32: What if you lived through the Sri Lankan civil war?
00:20:24
Sep 14, 2013
31: What if your newborn baby never stopped crying?
00:21:58
Sep 14, 2013
30: What if you were raided by pirates?
00:21:45
Sep 14, 2013
29: What if you had sex with over 900 people?
00:27:20
Sep 14, 2013
28: What if you were lost in the jungle?
00:15:39
Sep 14, 2013
27: What if you survived a deadly plague?
00:20:27
Sep 14, 2013
26: What if you were a nurse for hardened criminals?
00:16:02
Sep 14, 2013
25: What if you rose from the ashes of addiction?
00:23:08
Sep 14, 2013
24: What if your mom kicked you out on the streets?
00:14:57
Sep 14, 2013
23: What if your stepchild was kidnapped?
00:19:14
Sep 14, 2013
22: What if your mom had Paranoid Personality Disorder?
00:17:03
Sep 14, 2013
21: What if you had a psychotic break at age 17?
00:17:16
Sep 14, 2013
20: What if you were a white school principal in 1968?
00:18:30
Sep 14, 2013
19: What if you suffered from Tourette Syndrome?
00:17:24
Sep 14, 2013
18: What if you were hanging off a 600 ft waterfall?
00:17:34
Sep 14, 2013
17: What if you were given 48 hours to live?
00:18:38
Sep 14, 2013
16: What if you became a Blood Sorcerer?
00:19:17
Sep 14, 2013
15: What if your dad died on your 10th birthday?
00:18:31
Sep 14, 2013
14: What if you learned how to swim at 43?
00:12:50
Sep 14, 2013
13: What if you got a job transporting dead bodies?
00:11:07
Sep 14, 2013
12: What if your dad wasn't your real dad?
00:16:52
Sep 13, 2013
11: What if you didn't believe in belief itself?
00:15:07
Sep 13, 2013
10: What if you quit your job and lived on garbage?
00:15:15
Sep 13, 2013
9: What if you had your first kiss at 27?
00:16:05
Sep 13, 2013
8: What if you were falsely accused of pedophilia?
00:19:11
Sep 13, 2013
7: What if you lost your sense of smell?
00:16:04
Sep 13, 2013
6: What if you weren't afraid to die?
00:09:10
Sep 12, 2013
5: What if you worked in a remote African hospital?
00:19:14
Sep 12, 2013
4: What if your mom died on Christmas Day?
00:13:47
Sep 12, 2013
3: What if you used to speak in tongues?
00:15:05
Sep 12, 2013
2: What if you were an alcoholic at age 9?
00:18:19
Sep 12, 2013
1: What if your boyfriend lit himself on fire?
00:12:42
Sep 12, 2013